hello all ,
hmm today was a fine day , went to find silent n slack around dobi den buy donut went to find baby . i noe she say she need a break n duno hw to face me but i really miss her so i bought some donut n write a letter put at her door step .
seem like she was nt really touched abt it bah , nvm .
after tat went to commonwealth den eat le , den went back to bunk area , saw alot of ppl lols . i keep stay up there pei them smoking n rotting cos i nv smoke -.-
ok after tat 7.30pm i went home by bus .
reach home around 8 plus , eat dinner .
baby keep telling me to gib up , yes i finally gt tink of giving up but i wil nt do it.
my promise for u wil stil goes on , till my bday 25th dec .
even if the bday present is nt wat u told me b4 , is fine wif me .
i also duno u wil come to my bday party anot .
i really duno wat to expect next , life is getting tougher n tougher .
no more colour , total darkness , who can bring me out of darkness ? i wonder .
yes feeling cant be control , ur feeling been fading n now mayb is totally gone .
i nv expect much from u , i noe i mind alot of thing , i noe i m sticky like a bug to u , but from the start we noe each other , i been like tis nv change le .
till now , u gt the feeling of me bugging u , i noe u break down , cant quarrel anymore . seriously i dun feel like quarreling wif u also .. but always u tink i wan n reply me something to start quarrel . u ask urself la ,right from the start when u have little fren , i stood by wif u supporting u , loving u but now all ur frens n exs came back .
i noe i gt wrong too . i always neglect u make u feel moody but u r veri impt to me .
u added colour to my life . u r the one brought me out of darkness .
no matter hw angry or sad , when i see u , everything is jus right .
u last time tel me u quarrel wif guy once ur feeling totally faded le , we quarrel so many time , ur feeling nv totally faded ? miracle lols . im glad tat im impt to u somehw now hw u treat me is like hw u treat haigui last time , close to him le , den when he jio u , say nt ready n i always close to u , so now u r making me cant close to u le .
love is no right or wrong , so dun blame urself bah . feeling cant be control , i nv believe it faded so fast . if time going to reverse till the time when i onli can choose u or end frenship wif alot of ppl . i wil choose u again , i wont regret . i really loveyou , seriously no one can replace u in my heart . i can never forget u so mind as well i keep those memories in my heart as a lesson for me . thanks for tis beautiful goodbye .
i wont gib up de ! i respect ur decison , i see u enjoying ur life now wif ur old fren im happy wif it .
if u willing to come back? im veri happy n of cos im willin to do anything for u to come back
i wil gib in to u more but nt too much bah , since u dislike boy gib in to u so much
iloveyou x33s no one wil replace u !
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