ai ni bu yong li you, ke yi bang ni wo ye hen kai xin <3
spending time with you, hoping to see you happy everyday.
sorry tis 2 days, i wasn't really toking much.
glad i spend my days with you <3

though i din slp for the whole day, but looking at u falling asleep, i feel dam happy alr(: like gt a xin fu feeling like tat HAHA :X
glad u enjoy the perfume though u nv show it out.
i enjoyed the mee u cooked (:
dun regret wat u decide to do, all the way kolyn lim !
u can pass ur n's.

all i need is ur care n concern, but seems like u totally nt interested in me.
i feel dam fkup, useless. find topic chat also veri hard. i may have alot of thing to say but once i see a reply den majiam nth to tok abt alr. i dk wat i do u gt put inside ur heart anot. i mayb happy go lucky, but i may go burst too. i dislike u treat me as usual. contacting u by msg/call/msn u gt mood reply no mood no reply. u say i nv tell u hw i feel, now i tell u. i know u dislike me tink alot, but sometime wat u say or do, gib ppl mistaken. sorry i jus feel like complaining.
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Labels: ai ni bu yong li you

Everytime i close my eye, first time i see is u.
Whenever ur nt around or offline in msn, i will tend to feel urgrent.
i know ur moodless so u sometime wont even bother to reply msgs/calls.
We know each other for quite sometime too. I really stand no place in ur heart uh?
No diff den others boys? ohwell, even mummy also like tat.
Each time im anxious of ur reply, ur chatting happily with others.
there's was a time when i put mattew as my idol. laughs*
but now i dun. i miss those swee swee moment we been through together.
senting goodnight msg, senting friendster comment,calling each other n chat through the nights, spending the time together in lan shop. where almost every single day i will be around helping out.
Each time i see u, ur in a diff mood. like mayb sch's teacher is annoying,
or ur sleepy. i will help u out to tend the shop while u go to slp beside me (:
i duno y my feeling for u is stil there after so long when i know so much abt u.
though i tink there's alot more stuff i duno from u. ya chatted on fone wif u last 2 days, it's veri fun n i enjoyed spending my time with u. no matter is a few min or a few hrs. each time i will cherish it. iloveyou <3 i really do.
i wil go to slp eariler cos it's bring me closer to u(:
idiot muacks muacks ! LOL <3

Labels: should or should not

hmm my room after raining gt alot of bug on the floor -.-
stupid lol. ask my maid to clear it for me, den i play dota awhile with kolyn n jun.
train kolyn awhile den i went to watch fast n furious.
nth much finish should be slpping alr ba.

im so stupid nt to cherish u in the past, letting u go n get hurt..
now i wan u back, it's nt going to be a easy task.
iloveyou n i really do. no matter wat u have abit feeling for me im happy alr.
from the start i know u, i alr fall for u deeply. i really miss the past where we always hang out together, ur world onli have me. my world onli have u. though now it's impossible n tat's onli my selfish tinking. the feeling den was so real as i even tot of marriaging. i know u make a vow to ur mum. if it takes another 3 years i dun mind waiting. no matter wat i will wait. u always say ppl who know u better will nt choose u but i know u well yet im choosing u, i tink jun also know u well. y bother to care wat other ppl tink. u know u urself can alr. i also say b4 no one wan u, i wan u no matter wat. i mean it. i have been keeping tis promise till now. if after reading it, ur going to ignore me so be it, cos i jus wanna let u know my feeling tat has been hiding from everyone. i jus hope i still have something tat interest u. all the best in 2009 (:

-it jus make me abit piss when my stuff given to u nt being cherish/lost/throw away.
but i will be fine after all. i hope my stuff is at least abit impt to u.i know it nt totally ur fault. nvm i jus complaining onli.

Labels: iloveyou

Hello all !
i now working, but veri bored so i decided to blog something.
all along so many mths alr, i tot i have get over it.
somehow sometime i still feel uneasy n jealous.
but i guess fate is playing with me, i never get over it.
my feeling is increasing yet i know tat once again i may get hurt.
i been veri confuse, dun dare to take another step forward n
been tinking alot alot. Y is meelo so useless, y after so long still
cannot forget! tinking abt tis weekend...
makes me wanna burst my brain alr but it's going to be a test for myself.
ohwell, from the start i alr accepted wateva she has done in the past,
i guess in the future or the present now, i will still accept it.
it's been quite sometime since i keep blogging alr. well i jus wan feeling
to let out after keepin inside myself for so long. i jus hope tis useless me
will make a decision whether to get over it n move on or really put my heart into
asking back...
mayb i shouldn be selfish cos im going army soon. i jus wan her to be happy, i will be fine too. i tink im jus a person secretly staying beside ... den im happy alr.
all the best ! (:

i suddenly rmb mummy say tat time in lan shop, tiongxim de guys all die alr.
haas, i still believe no matter guys flirt outside, every guys know tat in their heart, there will sure to be someone impt for them n they will eventually return to tat person. there's still tiongxim guy. same goes to gal.

Labels: u happy i happy

ok i blogging abt ytd.
nth much slp at around 4am plus cos using com n chatting on fone (:
den wake up around 11 plus. prepare bath n went out alr.
went to kolyn's hse n she was still sleeping like a log :X
so i play wif gucci ! <3 den watch tv. gucci keep bite me ):
after tat help mummy buy cigg.
she wake up 1 hrs later n prepare another 1 hrs. so waited for 2 hrs.
big shot hor :X
but nvm la at least i dun mind waiting =p
after tat went out to ps, bought jackie chan de movie ticket at 6.50pm.
den went to subway makan. yummy ! half half the meal lols.
after tat we went to bugis new shopping mall n found out nth to do there.
so walk around n went back ps.
sitted at the sofa for abt 20 mins n went into the movie.
after finishing the movie, i found out it a 2 hrs show alr 8.50pm.
so rush to take cab, den while waiting finally the next cab will be our turn.
a bloody black came n jus took the cab when there's a few more ppl waiting in the line behind me. shyt tat black! so no manners. somemore is a family man! zzz
den i sent kolyn to old changi area there, n i went home.
enjoyed alot ytd (: hope ur enjoying too.
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mayb im tinking too much but i hope wat im tinking is nt true.
hais ):

Labels: mind all over her

Rights, this is definitely a fact-

'Whatever you give a woman, she will make greater. '

If you give her sperm, she'll give you a baby.
If you give her a house, she'll give you a home.
If you give her groceries, she'll give you a meal.
If you give her a smile, she'll give you her heart.
She multiplies and enlarges what is given to her.
So, if you give her any crap, be ready to receive a ton of shit.'

[taken from mireen blog (: ]
jus for laughs*

hope my joke brighten up ur days. logical somemore!
my life has been jus working working working!
no going out n stuff. i wonder who will jio me out lols (:
anyone? :D