• Monday, June 16, 2008
@ 11:22 AM
hello myself (:i seriously duno wat im tinking , but i wont gib up .if she tink im nt the right guy for her , den i mus change myself .whole night i been tinking , wat's wrong wif me ? feel like crying yet no tear out . feeling veri numb i guess .after everything ended i told myself , nt to emo !cos my real intention is my baby happy , im happy too .promise is jus a word bah , but i believe my promise for her wil last till my bday as i say so .i really really found out tat she is so important to me tat tis time in my lifemy heart seriously gt the feeling of cracking , nt pumping , jus die .y m i lie-ing to myself tat im happy . mayb jus cos she is so important to me tat i jus wanna be by her side to takecare of her n feed her medi , if she wanted it now .im jus so useless tat i tot we wil last foreva , n nv cherish u much . in de end i was wrong totally , but tat wrong wont cause u tat hurt to feeling faded bah .i noe mattew is seriously a good guy , a flirter to tiongxim cos of u , u like tat feeling .someone who can pamper u but nt too much , alot more ...wish u 2 last long bah . happy always .baby no matter hw much hurt u created to me , no matter wat my heart for u is true .n from the start i noe u , u already gib me alot of different kind of feeling le .if i can stand strong last time , i wil too for tis time , although i noe tis time wont be the same as last time de cos u 2 already steadi dun mind bah , i jus wanna be by ur side if u need me , tat enuff le x33s end
