• Tuesday, June 10, 2008
@ 8:49 AM
hellos reader ;D
i jus wake up nth to do so blogg lols .
i really wish {impt} blog wil blog something nice bah . nt all emo emo-lish le .
seriously im nt suffering la , the most hurtful thing is tat after a few mths , u started wanting the special feeling tat i nv even giv b4 . mayb last time we close tgt cos im the onli 1 closing wif u.
now ur old flame old buddie buddie all come back to contact u le so u duno hw to manage a r/s since u always close wif boy .
mayb i nt ready for a r/s too bah . seriously without the tinking of being in a r/s , i feel weird when wanna kiss u or hug u or even worst . jus hope u do ur promise bah ,i dun believe i gt the power to change ur mind but i wil do my best .
nth is impossible , impossible is nth .tis kind of thing i seriously dislike dragging . later u wil be meeting ur old flame le for dinner , enjoy the dinner bah ;D
if everything is back to normal jiu hao but sadly im nt the one for u , when u say tat i nv gib u the special feeling , i been asking myself tis type of thing cannot say gib jiu gib de den i ask myself again den b4 u say u no have the special feeling , those mths b4 we r stil tgt n also no special feeling ? den stil tgt for wat lols . nvm abt my tinking lols , i dun care much le .
i jus wan her to feel happy , tats all . mayb after today , everything wil change =\ who noes lols
im rotting at the com when i dun even noe wat i can do -.- guniang le !
seem like my love life is a failure bah . no matter hw tiongxim , hongster i can be , the result is stil the same de . although she haven decide wat to do , but her blog post jus keep writing tat she wil put it aside first n IM NT THE MR RIGHT.
hopefully u can find ur mr.right . {hope it's me =\}
ur phoeia in r/s has come back , mayb junhui tat time contact u back make u tink of the past so much bah. i noe u waited for him 6 mths n feel veri sad . seriously all along , when u r alone n when u have fren now . im always by ur side supporting u , loving u . tat's nth right ?
i also cant tink of any reason tat im a good stead lols , jealous too much , duno hw to dote her like wat others did , mind so much , no suprise also , sure is boring de bah , i rmb u always say boring when i meet u , tat make sense now .
all along i been changing , n now i tink abt it i duno who im already .
im like someone whose parent say stuff nt really nice , love someone also love until so useless .
now i sitting infront of the com tinking who m i ? i dun have any ideas -.-
i onli noe there is a small chance left , i also wil grab it . no matter wat the outcome wil be like , my love for u stil wont be replace de .
loving u like i nv love b4 , u dun love me it's ur problem ! ;D
end blog bah ,
reader do tag uh , dun lazy lol !
