• Monday, June 30, 2008
@ 10:24 AM
*wisper to diary* dun peep ! ;Xmy heart really miss miss miss those old times , but i noe i cant be like last time le . cos ur boy wil get jealous all these . i noe u love him lots , plus he's swee la . hope we meet out soon lols (:although i noe u will nt meet me tat often le . i hope u understand im really trying to change n understand u more . i jus wake up n keep tink abt the past , duno wat the fk i tinking also . zz !baby , i hope u wont do silly thing jus to prove to him tat u really love him lots . im really going crazii for the first time ! no one else gt the power to make me become like tis . ahh ! my life is all messed up . tml i gt no lesson , see if u can meet me lols . i noe u dun wan him to jealous so u onli wil go out wif him , like last time . i hope my decison is right n he wil cherish u , if nt i really wont forgib him . i have no regret choosing u instead of fren n having u in my arms . like i say b4 in the past , even u in a r/s i also wil wait for u . i will be anything u wan me to be , n my promise wont be a lies . i once make u touched b4 , i trust tat i can make u again . i noe u stil concern for me , thanks doh .all the best ! x33skk i come back from sch den post .k back from sch , i seriously mean no harm -.- sorry tat i irritated u . i already say i dun ask u again le , so stop saying i demend it . i already say i treat u like a close fren , believe it anot i cant help it . i noe im bhb , but i tok to u after we quarrel once , all i say de thing is getting more n more serious , i dun find myself bhb anymore . i mean no harm to make u n him ok ! dun fking mistaken me . i morning call u all these nt cos i tink i gt chance hor , is i jus wanna be someone to be able to help u . i cant help much now so i help in morning calls all these . i jus wanna be someone around u to be able to help u , assist u when u needed . be ur listening ear if u feel like complaining onli . i dun even dare to hope for a chance cos i noe it wil hurt alot more ! i noe i make myself until like tis , i nv blame anyone b4 tat my siutation become like tis except for myself . i already say i dun mind being anything as long as i can help u . i gt no rights to say anything but pls understand hw i feel . i jus dun wan u to be treating me like a stranger , u say u treat me like a close fren but yet i find it , we r worst den a stranger . hope u understand n dun mistaken me already . i noe he's a good guy n he treat u well wif alot of suprise .but if 1 day , he hurt u . den pls dun blame me for being nasty . i can be nasty too , not onli u . sorry to waste ur time on changing my mind n making ur mood spoil . really sorry . i wont stop u from doing anything u wan to do already from now onward . jiayou kolyn in everything n may u last foreva wif him . sorry for causing u so much trouble n stress . takecare all the best to ur everything in life . thanks alot Labels: a smile can cover a expression in rain
