• Friday, July 4, 2008
@ 9:24 AM
jus wake up , brush teeth wash face .
nth to do jus blog something bah .
mayb u r right , im jus a useless whimp like a gal .
avoiding the facts , run away from reality .
hw can i suppose to treat u like a fren when my feeling toward u is burning ?
i really duno how . u say be fren , but no matter wat it wont be fren de .
u wil be tinking n den neglect me once more cos u dun wan him to be jealous de .
no matter hw angry or sad im , ur little words make me forget everything .
i decide tis cos i tink is best for u .
last time , i made u from alot of fren dote u become no ppl dote .
i dun feel good tat way ok? u cant possible to forget wat i've done for u ?
wat have i done ? other den making u friendless n keep giving u stress n trouble .
seriously im kinda happy ytd night . thanks alot, for spending around 3o mins jus to make me cancel wat i've decide . i duno y im being like tis .
i make myself become like tis , u been trying peacefully tok , harsh tok , logic tok to me yet my feeling for u jus cant stop . mayb i gt my mum de pattern bah , stubborn like cow like tat .
since all along , u wan me to gib up for u cos u find ur mr.right already . i disappear from ur world also the same wat . there is not a need for me to be around u already . i dun wanna be a thick skin guy n stick around when im nt really welcome there . for the first time , im so serious yet fail. i guess in r/s too serious wont help much bah . i rather be a hongster like last time .
at least it nt so painful . i duno wat u tinking , u wan me gib up yet u dun wan me to leave ur world but stay as a fren . partly i cant be a fren cos even though i go down lan to find u , dun u tink u sure treat me differently ? ohya , u say u jus wanna be a good stead n nt calling other swee swee name , but the facts is mattew is jealous when u call me baby but instead he is nt jealous when u call larry laogong . u noe tat urself onli when he mind n since he mind so much , i stay even as a fren also pointless.
i stil rmb wat i write for u [1 thousand words] but friendster gt problem so nv gib u .
baby baby baby ! ;D
i rewrite the comment bah . hais stupid friendster , so many problems .dun worry i wont leave u or end tis story till the day u put a dot on it de ;D
u r my 1 n onli.waaa gandong sia , u did so much haas .i wan the blog to be open to everyone sia ><>
i noe i noob la . but i dun care audi skills le ma ;X wahahaha ! at least the 5th try we couple le ;D weeee~lets train more n wedding ;D
if can . i dun mind dun wedding also . i wont emo le la cos i gt a baby so attractive so nice so intersting ;X
u dun hide from me stuff le hor >
<> 3 claps claps claps* for meelo ! weeee` iloveyou,ineedyou,iwanyou!!!
x333s BABY nv leave me uh ;D TAKECARES ! weee`
seem like u have put a dot already . i really duno wat i tinking , hanging on a string . do u noe , u r treating me hot n cold sometime . everytime u treat me better , u wil feel tat u being control by me even when u wif other r/s . u wil still tink i nv treat u as a fren . ya indeed i cant treat u as fren . no matter , thanks for those happy time last time . cherish wat u have noe bah , i noe u grow more mature n awake when u wif him now. im happy for u. takecare when im nt around bah . like ur last post , u din write abt me cos u duno wat to write or jus scare write wrong thing .u should noe better den me , if u really wan me to be around u as a fren den prove to me u really can . instead of jus saying to me u wan to be a fren but yet we r more like a stranger .my heart is numb , i wish it dun pump anymore . tat wil be peaceful .
tata`
Labels: my heart is numb no feeling anymore
jus wake up , brush teeth wash face . 
