• Sunday, July 13, 2008
@ 11:42 AM
seriously i gt nth to worry le . mattew will treat her 1oo times better den me . i been tinking wat is fairytale ? after wat someone told me , i finally noe le .being a close fren , celebrate tis saddistic 6 mth wif tis loser , mattew gonna mistreat her . it's all jus my fantansy i guess .i wont noe hw u tink abt me . a suxer i tink ? u chat wif yihui abt me , u become another person . mayb tat's the real u ba . at least i noe wat u 2 chatting abt already . i can swear to everyone even if i die in my room .no one will notice , onli till the next morning mayb . tis is hw patheic it will be .ya im tat useless , onli gt my brothers to support me . at least b4 i make any harsh decison , i going to settle all those thing tat i haven do . if u wan try wif meelo , i nt going to gib face le .i been trying to relax yet u keep coming over to provoke . wat u trying to prove sia ?i gonna fk care u at tis moment but dun be over limit .i duno wtf i tinking last night , ash thanks ba , i will do a swee swee step tat end everything de .promise is jus a word , dun worth a thousand gold in my heart already .i may promise u but i may nt be doing it .jus see hw it goes as i say ba . i duno le .i guess she left wif no choice but to hurt me alot more .tis is my life ba , for holding on to something which is nt mine already .ya i dun have anyone to support me except my bros .at least i gt my bros , is enuff . i dun need many ppl to support me .i noe everyone support mattew . im a nice guy , he's a great guy . say nan ting is use money to pamper gal . ya i duno hw to pamper gal .he can be super romantic , ya i duno hw to be romantic .ahya nvm la no point typing so much . later ppl come kp me again .tata`Labels: when wil ppl notice me again
