• Wednesday, July 2, 2008
@ 4:58 PM
went to sch 9-12pm n came back -.-was slacking around the com till 4 plus when my dad came to the room n say alot of sacarstic words . i guess from a point of time , i learn from my parent those words too -.-hw come im nt satafised wif my life . i find there is something missing in my life although i once found out wat it is but i nv keep it well enuff . i really hate my parent to say tis kind of thing to me , y mus they always be like tis ? i been trying to change , wash plate after dinner . clean my room . y mus there always be something more ? those nasty word u said to me , i wil rmb de.yes mayb i change alot alot . even i myself is lost in the middle of changing in life . everything jus messed up all of the sudden . i jus cant stop blaming myself for nt doing my part to my loves one . such a attractive n cute gal should nt be wif me , im who ? im a nobody . im jus a guy who irratited ppl , who bring ppl stress n trouble , y i always tink so highly of myself ?those words are really harsh but it kinda wake me up alittle . i wan to be a somebody if 1 day n make my parent proud instead of them looking down at me . edit post if there's any updates .weee guess my mood is better already (:jus stay like tis , n STOP fking changing ! thanks .i miss my sec sch life , as i work as a waiter for the 1st day , ppl praise me good waiter . wahaha bhb LOL . im happy le , weee ~ although the pay is onli 5.5 per hrs but working wif alot of fren is so much fun la . it like always there is no work den we wil meet out n go out to eat steamboat , swensen n go kbox sing . we can go kbox every week like 2-3 time in a row. enjoy those day but it all turn out bad in de end . we go join wat lanjia0x gangs . all not prison now , or probation -.-dumb sia ! i hate probation life ! i wan free myself ! RAWRSok meeting baby tml i guess . I MISS BUBBLE ALOT (:rather miss bubble den miss baby sia ;Xkk bubble tml here i come x33send blog tata`Labels: y cant time jus turn back
