There's never a time i am not worried ♥

• Saturday, August 30, 2008 @ 2:10 AM

alright i shall post some nice stuff today (:
i been promoted to ME, woo !
n with ash n ronald help, im sure to be MM by 1day (:
thanks alot p4l, u mean alot to me.

i duno if i should post tis.
i duno if u r still reading my blog like last time cos i nv post for so long =\
i jus wanna tel u, dun be stress already.
dun tink of the problem[science] , tink of the solution like hiring a tutor?
or mayb some other ways u can tink of to help u in science.
is possible i can find tutor for u, u can pay me back slowly if u wan.
tink of the good side, u put in so much effort, in return there's result
u r getting all passed except for science.
tat's a big difference compare to term 1 n 2.
though u may deprove some other subject, i believe ur determination will do well in ur term 4.
if u need any help, jus tag or msg me.
i will see wat i can help though (:
takecare. dun stress urself too much. u did well, i really sense ur determination tis time.
i respect u.

tata`

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• Tuesday, August 19, 2008 @ 8:50 PM

Chris uses judgment to make decisions. He is ruled by his head, not his heart. He is a cool, collected person who is usually unexpressive emotionally. Some may see him as unemotional. He does have emotions but has no need to express them. He is withdrawn into himself and enjoys being alone.

The circumstances when Chris does express emotions include: extreme anger, extreme passion, and tremendous stress. If someone gets him mad enough to tell him off, he will not be sorry about it later. He puts a mark in his mind when someone angers him. He keeps track of these marks and when he hits that last mark he will let them know they have gone too far. He is ruled somewhat by self-interest. All his conclusions are made without outside emotional influence. He is very level-headed and will remain calm in an emergency situation. In a situation where other people might get hysterical, he has poise.

Chris will work more efficiently if given space and time to be alone. He would rather not be surrounded by people constantly. In a relationship, he will show his love by the things he does rather than by the things he says. Saying "I love you" is not a needed routine because he feels his mate should already know. The only exception to this is if he has logically concluded that it is best for his mate to hear him express his love verbally.

Chris is not subject to emotional appeals. If someone is selling a product to him, they will need to present only the facts. They should present them from a standpoint of his sound judgment. He will not be taken in by an emotional story about someone else. He will meet emergencies without getting hysterical and he will always ask "Is this best for me?"

People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Chris doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.

Chris will be candid and direct when expressing his opinion. He will tell them what he thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want his opinion, don't ask for it!

In reference to Chris's mental abilities, he has a very investigating and creating mind. He investigates projects rapidly because he is curious about many things. He gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but he soon must slow down and look at all the angles. He probably gets too many things going at once. When Chris slows down, then he becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, he must slow down to do it. He then decides what projects he has time to finish. Thus he finishes at a slower pace than when he started the project.

He has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. His mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. He can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. Chris can then switch into his low gear. When he is in the slower mode, he can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. He is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.

Chris's true self-image is unreasonably low. Someone once told Chris that he wasn't a great and beautiful person, and he believed them. Chris also has a fear that he might fail if he takes large risks. Therefore he resists setting his goals too high, risking failure. He doesn't have the internal confidence that frees him to take risks and chance failure. Chris is capable of accomplishing much more than he is presently achieving. All this relates to his self-esteem. Chris's self-concept is artificially low. Chris will stay in a bad situation much too long... why? Because he is afraid that if he makes a change, it might get worse. It is hard for Chris to plan too far into the future. He kind of takes things on a day to day basis. He may tell you his dreams but he is living in today, with a fear of making a change. No matter how loud he speaks, look at his actions. This is perhaps the biggest single barrier to happiness people not believing in and loving themselves. Chris is an example of someone living with a low self-image, because their innate self-confidence was broken.

Chris is having a lack of physical energy at the time this handwriting was written. If someone has very short and straight down lower loops (like in the y or g), this indicates this person's physical drive (activity or sex) is compromised. Usually, this indicates the person simply isn't interested in getting too physical right now. This could be a temporary mood which often happens when the body is sick and is healing. Or, this could be a result of an emotional or physical issue that is effecting Chris 's energy level and interest in sex. Sex doesn't seem to be a priority at the moment.

Chris has a very unusual lower zone y loop. If the data input is correct, Chris's y or g is large and opens up to the left side of the page. This is not a common trait, but the implications are very interesting. As you begin to study handwriting analysis, you will learn any loop indicates imagination. This lower loop indicates the amount of imagination Chris has regarding sex and physical things. So, his lower zone stroke is large, so his sexual imagination is large and open. Furthermore, because the loop is incomplete and extends to the left, this indicates a particular fascination with certain aspects of sexuality that have not been fulfilled, yet. In a nutshell, Chris is open to some very new ideas sexually and is willing to try anything once.

For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct Chris has left lots of white space on the right side of the paper. Chris fills up the rest of the page in a normal fashion. If this is true, then Chris has an unhealthy relationship to the past and has a fear of moving forward. The right side of the page represents the future and Chris seems unwilling to face the fear of getting started living now and planning for the future. Chris seems to be clinging to past events and spending lots of time thinking about what happened. It would be best to leave the past behind and move on. Stop crowding that left margin.

let u all be the judge (:

if u all find it true , tel me ba.

i myself duno isit true anot =\

thanks ! tag me wat u tink .

• Wednesday, August 13, 2008 @ 1:32 AM

wow.. i wonder y ppl so kpo.

curse those bitches or whoever tat is. zz __

alright i lazy type so much abt it.

ugly bitches.

nt bad nt bad =\

i fixing quite a few appt, aiming MM by end of tis mths.

wish me luk (:

im sure i can do it one.

hmm ytd have a coffee session wif MS Jessice.

solid! learn alot of her.

dun worry Mr Yanlong, i already gt the mindset of nt giving up easily le

im the 42 times champions lols.

where gt so easy giv up de LOL.

jkjk! anyway..

i will be working everyday to make some record b4 i go army ba =\

kk shall end here

tata`

Labels: bitches fk off la

• Sunday, August 10, 2008 @ 3:08 AM

ALRIGHT GREAT DAY LA!!

finally after around 1 years plus. i can stay out late till 1 plus den reach home!! weeee ;D
i miss those night life la, so refresh after watching a near midnight movie wif my company's fren.
unexpected saw my ex gang fren though -.- kk stop abt tis topic blah ~
hmm , i watched a movie call LOVE GURU. it's dam dam dam funny la!
i recommend u guys who's reading my blog to watch it. it really will teach us important stuff
in a laughing way. i can swear it's damm funny!
duno y today i feel so refresh even though is 3am + now. mayb diu to my excitment after a near midnight movie n staying out late lo. ok after i post, i go slp le.
going company tml for MR KIT TAN grouping (:
at 11am. gosh, i scare i cant wake up =\
blah. should be ok wif morning call from fren n my lovely maid (:
after tat, should be meeting silent's aunt at around 5 plus.
i really hope it will be a good start for ronald bro! jiayous for tml.
i need ur support closing le, ronald (:

hmm seem like someting is still nt really right in my life, tis movie LOVE GURU has some important detail like, { if i rmb :X }
You
is
You.

The only way out is in.

dun fantasy on ppl loving u but loving urself is the most important.

i forget alot more damm funny de.
hmm if u guys watched the show LOVE GURU, pls tell me those i left out =\
u noe la, chris aka meelo abit stm de =\

kk tata`
slppy yawn!

Labels: fun day weee

• Sunday, August 3, 2008 @ 11:21 PM

WEEEEEEE !
i came back posting cos i waiting for the ppflim to load until sian -.-
so fking slow la the ppflim .zz
today went back to company after so many days missing in action.
learn alot alot of thing today.
i heard 2 story today. see if i can recall, i try writing it down. dam meaningful de.

1st story. (duno spell correctly anot =\)
there's a jouralist. he's having some task on. every other of his classmates went to find celebraity,model,popular ppl to write a story out of them but tis jouralist went to the prison to find someone who is going to be death sentence in 4days time. the path in prison was dark, as he walk along the path toward the cell of the prisoner, he felt kinda scary. wondering wat kind of person he is, y he did so much n become death sentence. jouralist ask the prisoner , do u feel regret after doing all these? the prisoner ans, no! i live my life to the fullest by being like tis.
the jouralist heard tat n was kinda furious but he ask the prisoner again, why? the prisoner ans, cos my mum is a prosuitute n my dad is a rapist. at tat moment the jouralist from furious to pity mood. he went out of the prison n ask the officer for more information of tis prisoner. he gt the information of the prisoner tat he gt a smaller brother. he went to call the smaller brother n ask for a meet out. the smaller brother agree n the jouralist went to new york to find the smaller brother. he was standing outside the bank n wondering, at least tis smaller brother is having a job, mayb as a guard or a cleaner in the bank. he went into the bank n ask the guard, i have a appointment with tis guy, the guard saw n called the smaller brother, the jouralist saw tat the guard was toking veri polietly on fone. the guard den sent the jouralist to the lift n straight away press the highest floor, 71 floor. the jouralist was shocked. he was wondering wat the smaller brother is doing in the highest floor. logicaly highest floor is for boss or ceo. the lift open n he saw the same exact face of the prisoner. the smaller brother is his twin brother n he's the PRESIDENT of the biggest bank in new york. the jouralist was suprise n ask the smaller brother, u noe u gt a elder brother right? the smaller brother replied, ya. the jouralist ask the same question for the elder brother to the smaller brother, the smaller brother replied, i live my life to the fullest! the jouralist was shocked. 2 different position yet the ans is still same.
tis story tell u tat, who you are? wat will u be? fate is control in ur own hands.
mindset n believe is veri important.

there is another thing i find it quite meaningful n it true.
everyone sure experience veri tired already after everything tat we've done for the day, we will all in the bus n wanted the sit but no sit. u imagine 20 years later, u still suffering n need to stick wif everyone in the bus?
for me, i wil die. tat's y i need to do something abt it.i need to make sure 20 years later, i will nt need to take public transport like bus, mrt. at least i gt my own car, or even take mrt.

TO BE SUCESSFUL.
u mus do the right thing n the right time.

tat's all (:
tata`

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