Hi all readers.
im a person who change it tinking veri quickly.
so this post maybe jus my past few mins tinking.
i dun mean anything (:

recently i duno wtf is happening, seriously onli 1 question in my mind.
is blood bro jus a tittle ?
for me, i dun treat it jus a tittle. im nt going to put anything except family b4 p4l. wat abt de other p4l ? i wont go tink tat my bro is using me or wateva. if anything really happen, i will help or even side p4l first b4 anyone else de. even for company ppl. wat abt u all?

Ash, seriously wat makes u tink tat im nt fighting.
my fighting may nt be in presentation or training cos my learning ability is slower.
i fight in others way. i noe u may tink is over n im being affected by it.
frankly speaking, if i misunderstand u like tis.
how will u feel? i can tel u my feeling, it totally sux like hell man.
i nv ever expect u will tink tis way.
im so disappointed in u yet u wont even say a sorry or wat.
u jus tink it over den it over? u started it but u r nt going to be the one saying when to stop.
im nt trying to say wat. i noe ur good n serious in fighting for ur carrer.
i feel tat's good. u should noe tat i m a person tat feel situation the most.
i always feel tat in personal life, i can help u den u come to me.
now in work, i cant really help u den u dun need come to me or wat le.
wat is tis man ?
wat u share wif desmond abt u defying to ur parent, make me feel tat u also will do anything to defy me. haas im sure u wan to say im tinkin too much again.
mayb everything is my fault ba, i duno wat's tis shyt tat i cause.
sorry for nt showing u tat im fighting or even make u tink tat im jus tapping onto u.
yes im a serious problem wif myself right now.
i feel tat even beata is changing toward me.
i wonder y. i guess the problem jus lies in me n nt others ba.
i dun like to be mistaken, i tink everyone dun like it too.

how i feel, who will really understand.
as for my yanlong bm group itself.
thanks alot for ur helps, without u all i wont be a mm now.
i wil work hard to become a bm by next mth, at the same time gun down the car acheiver tittle, hopfully before my birthday. ur teaching is really good, i m really sorry to cause so much shyt to u. i duno wat im tinking right now, i hope everything will be back to normal.

ronald, dun worry i noe tis months itself.
u still cant show ur true power.
but i believe next mth is going to be a good beginning for u (:
stand strong. i dun wan u to be have tis tinking of me jus wanting to tap on ur commission.
n p4l really mus goes on.
im onli left wif p4l.
i hope to feel p4l is there.
cos i really cant feel it already.
im tired really.

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