ok ronald bro.
my words no have any meaning de.
i know my choice of word is always harsh [ sorry ]
i dun wish to carry on tis way.
i jus feel there's no love from anyone alr.
i always tink of u infront of me. even job, b4 i call u.
i alr tell kaixiang i gib u the higher pay job.
u no money, i tink of ways to help u.
i go out, first thing tink of u.
u cant expect me to read ur mind wat.
u dun like to spell out every single word den
hw to understand u better.
i alr told u b4, wat i do wrong den jus tell me lo.
though my attitude still there.
but i been trying to change alr, everytime i change.
i feel there's lesser n lesser love. duno y also.
u ask urself lols. did u do everything, got tink of me first anot.
im nt saying u must but i did truely tink for p4l first b4 me
jus tat sometime my action or words, i myself tink back also feel wrong
but other den tat, i tink im fine wat.
we been brother for 2-4 years alr.
n jus to tell u again.
my word gt no meaning de.
tat kio kill, is actually no meaning de. choice of word gt wrong but there's no other meaning.
nt saying u kio sai or wat. u dun need tink until there.
sometime i jus feel, is i nv do enuff for p4l or wat.
i jus need some attention here n there, need some time to go out with.
mayb when ur bored or wat, u all also can msg me or wat.
nt too much rite? i gt probation, it abt 6pm , i also can cab down to find u all.
den 1-2 hrs cab back home again. tat meeting with p4l alr cost more den 40-50 + alr.
i nt complaining now, but jus giving u exmaple i did do thing for p4l.
for frens too. i jus duno y i keep having feeling some ppl dislike me.
loveless,lifeless,nth-less!

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