My mood tis few day was so-so. Emo, envy, jealous, angry, happy. all kind of feeling.
ya happy's the last. my life now is nt the life i wan. everything's nt in place.
everything is oppsite of wat i wan. Fkit! i did enjoy myself ytd wif aos. belated happy bday gio !:D aos.saddistic. ya have some laughter here n there. i was enjoying myself till i forget the timing i need to reach home by 9pm. when i look at the time, it's alr 8.50pm. woah, i was dam shocked den i rush home by cab. i jus finish taking the ice-cream n drink to the table n have to rush home ): nv enjoy it. ya at night have some dota game wif aos. i see a big diff in my life when i in ... n when im nt... though i regret i join... but my life were much much happy tat time. everyone treat me like their own. unlike now, always i go out wif them. i will have a feeling im nt a part of them. everyone gt topic to tok abt to each other. im always quiet n listen onli. nvm (:

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i always tot u were the 1 tat understand me well. ya i really thankful tat u always def me when i burst out n ppl complaining abt me. im gladful. but the way u treat me is so diff from last time. last time i ask u go out, at least 1-3 time, 1 time accept. now i ask EVERYTIME reject. wtf is tis, pei me go out also cannot? nvm.
u should know i gt some area factor in my life tat's impt to me. 1 of it is dota.
always i diff team wif u radar n fate or some other pros. it always mega de. yes i did mega n tat's onli once. tat onli once. u all keep mega me 2-3 time or more alr.
u know i always dam depress over dota skill yet u still dun wan end when i ask?
u fk care wat i say? n when u diff team, u ask radar to end onli. den me le? invis ah. we know each other for abt 3-4 years or more alr. u been always so nice n understanding. i know mayb u have reach ur limit n u dun wanna tahan me anymore. if u understand me u should know hw impt is dota bro fren to me. when i need some attention the most, u fk care me. u majiam heck care me. i tok wat u reply -.- , other ppl tok to u. okok de. i been changing yes my attitude is bad. but still anything u need or wat, i sure help de wat. it take 2 hands to clap. if u will jus nt act like u heck care den it will nv happen tis way. i duno wtf u tinking. i feel dam sian alr. if u started to heck me n dislike me. jus tell me straight. n if u still treat me like a blood bro den do something abt it. i keep joke yet no one laugh. nvm , when at fault. u always dun side me. see the diff between a new fren xue n a blood bro. it's nt abt outing tat mean impt. it abt the way u treat things.
nvm i know i type so much, u also may nt be reading it. nvm fk care it ba.

cousin!
meet out soon ba :D i got so much to complain LOL ! jk =p