Look at the time!
Wow, i wake up so early? nahs.
my mum came in my room around 3plus asking me to bring her go see doc
see her in so much pain, my heart also pain.
takecare mummy! ur wonderful mum(:
So i bring her to chong pang de 24hrs clinic, abt 4plus back home.
Try to slp but i jus cant! arghh.
i was too bored so, hopping blog.
i see alot of old fren in nbss. i miss those life when im studying there.
i miss all the old times. while i gt alot of attention from alot of frens.
when frens really treat me as frens.
i once rmb a person told me, or i read from some place, forget alr.
'if it ur true fren, u will be suprisie how understanding tat fren is'
ya i find it true. alot of things happen make my mood terrible n ap.
i guess i found some frens tat r good to me yet i din cherish them.
i guess it jus some parts tat we dun agree to each other ba.
if 1 person tink im wrong, mayb tat person's wrong.
but alot of ppl tink im wrong, i guess im really wrong.
all i can say now is takecare bros.

im going to work later on, preparing soon.
im like a no life freak, work work work work work. even left sunday.
also no ppl jio me out. so i jus have to find something to do like taking up courses.
i wanna learn more stuff as the society now is so challenging.
my workmate tina say something abt me which i find it quite true.
im a person tat duno wat's the future, duno wat to do in the future.
duno wat's the thing tat i really wan. i hope i can find it soon.
but i guess i jus need to bulid up interest in my mum's company n take over her.
i dun wanna see her waste her youth fighting n buliding tis company, will fall in my hands. i promise i will work hard n learn all the product in the shortest time. i dun wan her to worry also.

i duno whether should tok back with those fren anot?
i wan too, but something is stopping me diu to some problem in the past.
regretted but life still have to carry on.
i guess i need to be happy everyday cos sad or happy life still goes on. my mum also say fren now nt really impt, money more impt. i find it ok to accept it. i will tink abt it n make a decison to it. duno whether they wan me to be back into their life anot. hais.

i jus wanna add something here,
i guess compare the past i treat ppl without tinking of abt the return.
but now i keep tinking abt the return i should get from them n i actually spoil friendship with them, sorry guys. it took me long to reliease it. i do admit im wrong, but i jus dun say it all the time. well i guess tat's all. bye [edited]

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